Dear Victor,
I understand that times are really hard for you. MeTo,
Wonderful, Eddy, new prospects, finances, school, work, friends and trying to
make it all work so that you may have a harmony that will not drive you into
the nut house.
Your blog is full of wonderful advice and honesty it is
evident that it come from your heart. I watch you now and see how hard you are struggling
to be a good honest loving person. Every day you awake and think of G-d and
wonder how he would like you to go about your day, you say that prayer asking
him to bless, guide, protect and favor you. All of your friends come to love
you more and more each day and you wonder why.
You have so much going for you and you are at the point in
your life where you can see why you deserve the good in your life. Do not lose focus,
it is time you realize that the bad of your past is in your past, if you continue
to strive to be the person you are, ever evolving, ever loving, and ever nurturing of those who you come in
contact with, then you need not ever accept, heartache and ill will from
anyone.
All of your life you were told over and over that you have
so much love to give and that you should not just give it away easily. The love
you have is strong and pure and once the flow begins it never stops. If the
people who are in your life do not want to accept the love you continually try
to give them then it is time you walk away and allow the flow to slow.
I look at you and I know you better than anyone, you have
lost so much weight, you are not eating and you have not been yourself for over
two weeks. You are allowing the men who should be trying t protect your heart
to stomp on it. For your sake and your health you need to do better.
I wanted nothing more than to see you and MeTo get back
together and you heard the excitement in everyone’s voice who heard that the
two of you were going to give it another go. I know that sometimes we do not
get the happy ending that we would like and it pains me to see that so many of
us thought you had found the one, only to get hurt via text message.
I know how you feel about MeTo and do not blame you for
being so deeply hurt. I see your face when people tell you it will work out and
you two are meant to be. The confusion and hurt in your face is indescribable.
I know the situation with wonderful is not making anything
easier but thank G-d that ended early before you got more than just a heartbreak.
Jealous guys are dangerous and he
certainly is the possessive jealous type.
You have plenty of prospects and you are going about dating the
right way this time, the old you of 21 has returned and everyone in your life
looks at you and admires you. You are unique. The only men who pay you
attention are men of substance not the ones who only want you for your looks. When
you smile the room lights up and all those around you smile with you and for
you.
I cannot tell you what the future holds but I know you have
dreams and I am watching with amazement as you are doing everything to make
them happen. From converting to Judaism, dating, school, working on your
cookbook, blogging and demanding excellence in each post. I am honestly proud
of you and I know without a doubt you need to hear it more.
I was always the friend who wanted to protect you and keep
you from getting hurt, and now I just want to be more like you. I want to celebrate
your successes and be there when you need a shoulder. You are now 27 and you
look amazing, you sound amazing and you have an amazing personality. Do not let
people from your past make you pause for a moment, continue forward and enjoy
the ride like only you can do. I am here for you and I love you. Do you and
change only how you see fit because you get more amazing with each tweet and
change you do to yourself.
Love Always
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