Hey guys, LifeIndigo.blogspot.com, is finally starting to get a fan base and because of this I am making a big deal about my 100th post. I have gotten a lot of you guys over the past year as to what you would like to read on my Blog. You should have noticed that the whole focus has been shifted to encompass the events of my life as well as helping people relate to and learn from the events that take place in it.
For my 100th post, I would like it to be completely reader influenced. So please send me ideas for what you would like to read. It can be as wild and crazy, or as vanilla as you like. I will choose based on originality and my own experience. If I do not use your idea for the 100th post, I may use it later on and still give credit where credit is due.
Also remember you may write to me by email Titus.VSBII@GMail.com. Send me stories and whatever else you heart may desire.
Thank you for reading and always comeback to read what's new.
Vixc B
17 January 2009
1, 2, 3 . . . Where is four?
Last night the guys and I decided we wanted to go to Tom Jones. Jason’s reason for initiating it was our search for number 4. I have to admit my groups have always been a foursome, from the Geek Squad in grade school, to surf and turf in High School, Always four.
The person being auditioned was none other than RJ Della Barba. We have known RJ for over a year through Jason, of course. It was quite the experience. The poor boy drove like a maniac, picking up Phil and then to Tom Jones. I asked if he was hungry when I noticed he barely slowed down for a stop sign, Jay simply responded that “RJ doesn’t pay for anything, daddy takes care of it.”
Once at the dinner we were seated and the audition began, poor Phil was clueless. He only knew we were going to TJ’s with RJ. He I had also forgot to tell him that he was supposed to pay for me. RJ took over that job and we talked like friends do.
At one point, which is typical at TJ’s other people we knew came into the place and Jay popped up to be cordial, which like most times near the weekend, we ended up getting invited to a party.
Our friend Graig’s “girlfriend” was having a get together and with Jay being the party started that he is, was a must invite.
Eating resumed and it was a typical conversation about Mr. MeTo, Mr. K, Jay being a Samantha and Phil being Phil. RJ did fit in with his silly quips and his comments on sex and men. While jay was talking his missed the debate on Brie Cheese and cum, but knowing Jay it probably would have just gone longer.
Everyone debated the bill witch is not completely uncommon, Phil ended up being the cash buffer.
RJ did well that night but if can truly be one the Guys is still up for debate.
The Friday following the first audition was the party. I got to meet Alex and Brandon. Two homos that Jay thought might be good candidates. I knew after 3 minuets that Alex was a no go, and I guess so did jay because they did make out during the party.
The party started slow but when it picked up it picked up, Graig got drunk and came to the Indigo Light which is normal, except he was a little more aggressive than normal. I spent a good part of the night physically fighting him off.
This was one of those, just a few friends, deals that got blown out of proportioned and thus produced its own drama,
A quick break down, Delco’s police are notorious party busters. Apparently when the invite list got to long, someone alerted the police and so a new location had to found. Jay was elected to invite Andrew. Andrew was all for it but he had not been invite as part of the original plan. While getting ready I checked my computer and IMed me saying hurry up. I responded I still had an hour. Jay was quick to respond with the location changed and so did the time.
I rushed getting dressed and picked up Jay, which for one of the rarest times he was ready and waiting. Ok so I was given the run down of how Andrew was not informed of the location change and still thought people were coming to his house. Mind you that Andrew is good friends with Graig.
So long story short no one went to Andrews, the party continued at Alex’s house and I had a chance to speak to Andrew and he was hurt, I would have been pissed and cursing people out but hey.
So the party continued and we never made it Andrews because it just kept getting better and I had to really restrain myself. The first party I went where I was attached, and to make matters worse he was not with me. So I had Graig grinding on me, another kid who made it quite obvious he was into me, and yeas I found a straight guy that I wanted to just throw myself all over.
The party was one of these where it was hot guy after hot guy and although most were straight just to make out with someone would have been nice to ease my tension. I have to admit Mr. MeTo is worth the restraint and honesty. A few said “Well he aint here and your not wearing a ring.” But that’s just not me.
I got drunk the sober then started drinking again but my body was not into it. Tia and I left and Jay stayed behind being a Samantha as he later told me. I also was told that Round two will commence around 9:30 tonight.
After this part there is no doubt that the hunt for number 4 will continue.
The person being auditioned was none other than RJ Della Barba. We have known RJ for over a year through Jason, of course. It was quite the experience. The poor boy drove like a maniac, picking up Phil and then to Tom Jones. I asked if he was hungry when I noticed he barely slowed down for a stop sign, Jay simply responded that “RJ doesn’t pay for anything, daddy takes care of it.”
Once at the dinner we were seated and the audition began, poor Phil was clueless. He only knew we were going to TJ’s with RJ. He I had also forgot to tell him that he was supposed to pay for me. RJ took over that job and we talked like friends do.
At one point, which is typical at TJ’s other people we knew came into the place and Jay popped up to be cordial, which like most times near the weekend, we ended up getting invited to a party.
Our friend Graig’s “girlfriend” was having a get together and with Jay being the party started that he is, was a must invite.
Eating resumed and it was a typical conversation about Mr. MeTo, Mr. K, Jay being a Samantha and Phil being Phil. RJ did fit in with his silly quips and his comments on sex and men. While jay was talking his missed the debate on Brie Cheese and cum, but knowing Jay it probably would have just gone longer.
Everyone debated the bill witch is not completely uncommon, Phil ended up being the cash buffer.
RJ did well that night but if can truly be one the Guys is still up for debate.
The Friday following the first audition was the party. I got to meet Alex and Brandon. Two homos that Jay thought might be good candidates. I knew after 3 minuets that Alex was a no go, and I guess so did jay because they did make out during the party.
The party started slow but when it picked up it picked up, Graig got drunk and came to the Indigo Light which is normal, except he was a little more aggressive than normal. I spent a good part of the night physically fighting him off.
This was one of those, just a few friends, deals that got blown out of proportioned and thus produced its own drama,
A quick break down, Delco’s police are notorious party busters. Apparently when the invite list got to long, someone alerted the police and so a new location had to found. Jay was elected to invite Andrew. Andrew was all for it but he had not been invite as part of the original plan. While getting ready I checked my computer and IMed me saying hurry up. I responded I still had an hour. Jay was quick to respond with the location changed and so did the time.
I rushed getting dressed and picked up Jay, which for one of the rarest times he was ready and waiting. Ok so I was given the run down of how Andrew was not informed of the location change and still thought people were coming to his house. Mind you that Andrew is good friends with Graig.
So long story short no one went to Andrews, the party continued at Alex’s house and I had a chance to speak to Andrew and he was hurt, I would have been pissed and cursing people out but hey.
So the party continued and we never made it Andrews because it just kept getting better and I had to really restrain myself. The first party I went where I was attached, and to make matters worse he was not with me. So I had Graig grinding on me, another kid who made it quite obvious he was into me, and yeas I found a straight guy that I wanted to just throw myself all over.
The party was one of these where it was hot guy after hot guy and although most were straight just to make out with someone would have been nice to ease my tension. I have to admit Mr. MeTo is worth the restraint and honesty. A few said “Well he aint here and your not wearing a ring.” But that’s just not me.
I got drunk the sober then started drinking again but my body was not into it. Tia and I left and Jay stayed behind being a Samantha as he later told me. I also was told that Round two will commence around 9:30 tonight.
After this part there is no doubt that the hunt for number 4 will continue.
16 January 2009
Green With Envy
Everything in my life is going well. I have great friends, I am having good times, my mother and I are getting along like old times and I have an amazing boyfriend. I am missing a job and a place of my own which is coming soon. Things, aside from the two missing, could not be better.
I continue to feel the need to make, one phone call and cannot wrap my head around a good reason why. Do I want to flash my amazingly happy life before them? Do I want them to compare and realize that my life is better? Or is it a classic case of wanting to make them feel bad by knowing they could have been a part but stupidly chose not to?
It is never enough to be happy, we always need someone who missed out to see and turn green with envy. Why is that? Everyone who knows Vixc B knows that his happiness dose not come from anywhere else but within. So why do I feel that making someone else feel bad will make me feel better?
I think it could very well have to do with the two things that are missing from my life, a decent job with cash flow and my own place. It would seem that when I had a place of my own I searched high and low to find a man to enjoy it all with so much so I was willing to settle for the wrong man. Now that I have a great guy, I want more to share with him.
To really be honest I used to think I was to good for most guys, I had a lot going for me at the age of 20. I had my own place, a full time job, I was going to school and I was quite the looker. I had no social life outside of work, no one to really hang out with other than who I was dating at the time, and I was taking the bus. But I still thought I was hot stuff.
I had asked myself the other day what had I done to karma and now it is clear. I had only half and acted like I was a bad ass, now I lost that but gained the other half and I feel like I can and should do better, if karma only wanted to teach me a lesson, lesson learned.
When you think you have it all you may only have half. You should always act like you could have more but enjoy what you have at the moment. One should never look to have more, more, more, but know and except the fact that things are good and with diligence and time more shale come. Life is short with lesson after lesson to learn, place after place to see, moment after moment to experience.
One may ask when dose a person just live and enjoy, to which we must remember the best of times were always spent while learning, seeing, hearing, or tasting something new. We relish the moment that we triumphantly made it through a hard time and look up with glee and are grateful we are alive. To live happily is not to spring boarding off others, it is not measuring your life next to someone else’s and trying to ensure you always have more than your enemies.
To live is to take every moment and enjoy. Enjoy the new and the old, enjoy growing to a better person and if you have someone to share it with then you are truly blessed. To truly measure a man’s wealth is not to measure his bank account, but buy the friends he keeps.
I may have lost what I had but what I gained is far grater. The half I had was sacrificed so that I could get the half that was more important. Now with baby steps I will start my mission of getting it all. Knowing the importance and value of what I have I will not sacrifice it for something materialistic.
As for that person I wanted to call, there is no need, I am happy because I am me and I have what I have and I know how much its worth. That is the key.
I continue to feel the need to make, one phone call and cannot wrap my head around a good reason why. Do I want to flash my amazingly happy life before them? Do I want them to compare and realize that my life is better? Or is it a classic case of wanting to make them feel bad by knowing they could have been a part but stupidly chose not to?
It is never enough to be happy, we always need someone who missed out to see and turn green with envy. Why is that? Everyone who knows Vixc B knows that his happiness dose not come from anywhere else but within. So why do I feel that making someone else feel bad will make me feel better?
I think it could very well have to do with the two things that are missing from my life, a decent job with cash flow and my own place. It would seem that when I had a place of my own I searched high and low to find a man to enjoy it all with so much so I was willing to settle for the wrong man. Now that I have a great guy, I want more to share with him.
To really be honest I used to think I was to good for most guys, I had a lot going for me at the age of 20. I had my own place, a full time job, I was going to school and I was quite the looker. I had no social life outside of work, no one to really hang out with other than who I was dating at the time, and I was taking the bus. But I still thought I was hot stuff.
I had asked myself the other day what had I done to karma and now it is clear. I had only half and acted like I was a bad ass, now I lost that but gained the other half and I feel like I can and should do better, if karma only wanted to teach me a lesson, lesson learned.
When you think you have it all you may only have half. You should always act like you could have more but enjoy what you have at the moment. One should never look to have more, more, more, but know and except the fact that things are good and with diligence and time more shale come. Life is short with lesson after lesson to learn, place after place to see, moment after moment to experience.
One may ask when dose a person just live and enjoy, to which we must remember the best of times were always spent while learning, seeing, hearing, or tasting something new. We relish the moment that we triumphantly made it through a hard time and look up with glee and are grateful we are alive. To live happily is not to spring boarding off others, it is not measuring your life next to someone else’s and trying to ensure you always have more than your enemies.
To live is to take every moment and enjoy. Enjoy the new and the old, enjoy growing to a better person and if you have someone to share it with then you are truly blessed. To truly measure a man’s wealth is not to measure his bank account, but buy the friends he keeps.
I may have lost what I had but what I gained is far grater. The half I had was sacrificed so that I could get the half that was more important. Now with baby steps I will start my mission of getting it all. Knowing the importance and value of what I have I will not sacrifice it for something materialistic.
As for that person I wanted to call, there is no need, I am happy because I am me and I have what I have and I know how much its worth. That is the key.
14 January 2009
More Than Just Post
Welcome to the Indigo Life. You have come to read because you got a link from me, Vixc B. For those of you that have been here before you probably just come to read my post and that’s it. I am officially asking you to look around. You will notice a few interesting things such as the intro, which hits you in the face as soon as you get to my blog.
Going down the right column you will notice a play list. These are songs that go with my overall mood for the month. I also feel they go with several of my post.
Then there is my personal profile, which is still being tweaked.
Under my profile, you will find the blog archive. This is maybe the second most important part of my blog as it grants you access to all past post, including LifeStorms.
I also have a collection of links to blogs and podcast that I feel are a reflection on the types of reading and video viewing I like.
Under each post, there is a section that gives you the opportunity to give me feedback based on what you read. It would really help if my readers left my comments as to what they like and dislike in different post and about the blog in general.
At the bottom of the page are links to other blogs that I have had and my social networking profile pages. Feel free to look and add me to your friends list if you have not done so already.
Lastly is a reminder to all my visitors of my freedom of speech and my right to use this blog as a tool to express myself. I recognize the limitations on such a right and express those as well. If you ever read anything that violates my expressed understanding of freedom of speech, please do not hesitate in commenting.
This is Indigo Life, enjoy and remember it more than just Reading.
(Please all page elements listed are permanent but placements are subject to change)
Going down the right column you will notice a play list. These are songs that go with my overall mood for the month. I also feel they go with several of my post.
Then there is my personal profile, which is still being tweaked.
Under my profile, you will find the blog archive. This is maybe the second most important part of my blog as it grants you access to all past post, including LifeStorms.
I also have a collection of links to blogs and podcast that I feel are a reflection on the types of reading and video viewing I like.
Under each post, there is a section that gives you the opportunity to give me feedback based on what you read. It would really help if my readers left my comments as to what they like and dislike in different post and about the blog in general.
At the bottom of the page are links to other blogs that I have had and my social networking profile pages. Feel free to look and add me to your friends list if you have not done so already.
Lastly is a reminder to all my visitors of my freedom of speech and my right to use this blog as a tool to express myself. I recognize the limitations on such a right and express those as well. If you ever read anything that violates my expressed understanding of freedom of speech, please do not hesitate in commenting.
This is Indigo Life, enjoy and remember it more than just Reading.
(Please all page elements listed are permanent but placements are subject to change)
13 January 2009
It's Still January
So the year rang in and I spent it with Mr. MeTo, a kiss to begin a Great year. I then came home to get yelled at by my mother who was unhappy that I did not ring in the new year at church, I agreed to make an effort to go to church on Sundays.
My sister decided to not only get her navel pierced but also her tong, she did her best to avoid my mother but while they were working at church my mother noticed her tong and the proverbial shit hit the fan later that night.
Jason started his new job and loves it, as it turns out he and his new boss have a common interest. Things are looking good for jay but he is still on the hunt to find that special guy as well as funds for his Britany Spears ticket. Jay is hoping to kill two birds with one stone.
Phil is still working on getting his label; he and his Mr. K are quite happy with each other. Things are oh so hot and heavy as the two rang in the New Year with far more than just a kiss. It has been romantic playlist and constant phone calls and the two are going strong, unofficially. MR. K has gone back to NYC and decided that once they see how things progress via a long distance relationship, they would then exchange titles.
As the first Friendly social event of the year approaches, the first problem among my friends reared its ugly head. Sometimes when you have an ex turned best friend, there comes a point where you stop introducing him as the ex and as just a friend, to which you later add to important parties, we dated a while back.
It would seem that that little line has been crossed by Phil and Jay but Phil failed to realize it. It took a three-way call of the three of us, to help him see it and that it had already caused some tension for Mr. K. Needless to say, all is once again well among my trio and we did in fact decide we were an official trio and should look into getting a fourth. Sorry Zach not being on our level did not make the cut.
In the same way that Carrie and MR. Big decided to get married, MR. MeTo and I made things official. So at the Obama Party I will be showing off my new boyfriend to all my friends and get final approval from Jay. Mr. MeTo continues to surprise me, it's amazing how someone who claims to be so boring is so interestingly complex.
I have been to church both Sundays this year and have found that I enjoy it, I just have to convince a friend to go with me on second Sundays as my mother and sister will be working in the kitchen those days leaving me to sit alone.
I am still on the search for a job, HUGO Models proved to be scam and the guy who was supposed to be my boss chose not to pay me for services rendered. You live, you learn, I am moving on with my 2009.
My sister decided to not only get her navel pierced but also her tong, she did her best to avoid my mother but while they were working at church my mother noticed her tong and the proverbial shit hit the fan later that night.
Jason started his new job and loves it, as it turns out he and his new boss have a common interest. Things are looking good for jay but he is still on the hunt to find that special guy as well as funds for his Britany Spears ticket. Jay is hoping to kill two birds with one stone.
Phil is still working on getting his label; he and his Mr. K are quite happy with each other. Things are oh so hot and heavy as the two rang in the New Year with far more than just a kiss. It has been romantic playlist and constant phone calls and the two are going strong, unofficially. MR. K has gone back to NYC and decided that once they see how things progress via a long distance relationship, they would then exchange titles.
As the first Friendly social event of the year approaches, the first problem among my friends reared its ugly head. Sometimes when you have an ex turned best friend, there comes a point where you stop introducing him as the ex and as just a friend, to which you later add to important parties, we dated a while back.
It would seem that that little line has been crossed by Phil and Jay but Phil failed to realize it. It took a three-way call of the three of us, to help him see it and that it had already caused some tension for Mr. K. Needless to say, all is once again well among my trio and we did in fact decide we were an official trio and should look into getting a fourth. Sorry Zach not being on our level did not make the cut.
In the same way that Carrie and MR. Big decided to get married, MR. MeTo and I made things official. So at the Obama Party I will be showing off my new boyfriend to all my friends and get final approval from Jay. Mr. MeTo continues to surprise me, it's amazing how someone who claims to be so boring is so interestingly complex.
I have been to church both Sundays this year and have found that I enjoy it, I just have to convince a friend to go with me on second Sundays as my mother and sister will be working in the kitchen those days leaving me to sit alone.
I am still on the search for a job, HUGO Models proved to be scam and the guy who was supposed to be my boss chose not to pay me for services rendered. You live, you learn, I am moving on with my 2009.
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