My Guy

Ever want something so bad you can taste it? A guy a girl the king of all chocolate bars? Since I was 20 there has been that one thing I wanted. A guy to love and who would love me in return. Yes I have this description in my head of what I want him to look like the kind of money he should make, his family, the car he drives, where he lives, and all that other stuff. But I know that the material and physical is all fantasy. However the love part is real.

I should be able to come home and cry in his arms about work or what ever and he should be assured that if there is nothing more he can do that the fact he allows me to stay in his arms will make it alright in my eyes and vice versa. He should know that when he is in need I will be there to give my all. His answer to honey how was your day will never be a simply fine or OK. We will delight in telling each other about the funny, the sad, the depressing, and other parts of our day that others may find insignificant.

Time away from each other wont feel brutal or relieving but will make the time together more enjoyable. To share a bed will feel far more natural than sleeping alone. On nights we don't cuddle, to simply know we are sleeping next to one another will give us joy. The little things we do each day for one another will mean more than the Christmas and birthday presents that we give.

to sit and talk about any and everything over a cup of coffee or tea on Sunday afternoons will be cherished.

There will be arguing, disagreement, and misunderstandings because no one is perfect. There will be times when I will want him to do things that he think are stupid and I should not request of him. Times when I think its cold and he thinks it hot. He wants steak and I want fish. He says movies and I say clubbing. But even during our heated debates over child rearing, dinner plans, and disgusting habits, we are a little happy deep down inside because we know we love each other.

But above all despite our past apart and together we are secure in knowing that we can always be honest with the other. This is what I want. Think about most people don't eat candy bars for the chocolate or candy coating its whats inside that makes them call it their favorite.