Friday I met friends for happy hour. I told them what went
down the night before. One of them suggested I just have another slut spiral. I
then made it clear that I was swearing off sex until a guy who treats me right
comes along. They all told me to stop talking to wonderful and as for MeTo they
could see how much I loved him and how hurt I was. They all just said give it
time and I could see they just wanted to say what they said before, “it will
all work out.”
From a bar called, Corner to several others the drinks
flowed and after 2 weeks I finally had an appetite. I managed to eat something
at every bar we went to and my friends paid for everything in honor of my
birthday.
We eventually split and I went to Bike Stop for CutnPaste, Icon
was hosting but it was still a waste of five bucks so I went back to Tabu. I
drank some water and then went home. Once I got home I treated myself to some
late night General Tos Chicken and watched a movie.
I was supposed to go to Rocco Yoga, but in the process of
getting dressed I banged my knee on my foot board and could hardly walk. I
decided to spend the day in. I chatted with a few people on A4A and Grindr and
soon discovered it was time to delete both apps from my phone.
I woke up Sunday with my leg feeling better but my heart a
mess, MeTo was still not answering his phone and Wonderful was asking that we
remain friends maybe with benefits. I wanted the pain to stop and so I took a
shower got dressed and went downstairs to clean something. I unloaded the
dishwasher and loaded it again, made some coffee and sat to start blogging. My
birthday week was amazing but my birthday weekend was only eh.
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